i am a desperate single mother in need of help from any kind soul out there who will listen

hi- so im a desperate single mother who considers taking my life recently due to the current situation i find myself in. i don't dare tell anybody b/c it's always a moment that passes quickly after i think about my 2 month old daughter and how she would fare without me. im unemployed i was fired 2 weeks before my due date my employer stated that i was rude not to tell her what my childcare would be after having my baby and that i was worng not to tell her i was pregnant when i interviewd. she of course lied to unemployment and they took her word over mine. so i've been unemplyed since june and live in nj the worst state if you want to actually receive your unemployment benefits. so ive had no income since june i am now broke have no money was supposed to be able to get my benefits today but when i call UE i cannot get through and i try to file online and it tells me to call in. I have -$124 in my bank account and $60 to my name in cash. I desperately need $450 thats it to pay my rent this month but i have no family or friends here and my babys father won't even speak to me. I won't get into a long rant about Governor Chrisitie and how i feel about him but were i to meet him i would ask if he felt my life were worth $450, b/c him and his office doing all they can to keep money we earned out of our pockets are pushing me closer and closer to that end. I don't care that i cannot afford to eat i don't care that i can't afford to go anywhere i just want ot be able to pay my rent and have an income til i can find a job. I worked damn hard for the money in my unemployment why are they doing all they can to keep me from having it?!? Please if there is anyone out there reading this that can lend me money just to get through this month til (hopefully i can get my unemployemtn resolved) you would be saving my life literally i cannot stand the stress any longer it's worn me down completely i have nothing left to hold onto please i beg anyone to help me out. I can honestly say if i had the $ and someone said this to me i would give it in a heartbeat so i beg and humbly ask anyone out there to help me